addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




tagboard ;
guestbook

i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

run


it's not the end ; it's the beginning

it's over!
___or is it?

why is it that i'm thinking of it as
just the beginning...

hmm, so much to do.
so muchhhh i have
yet to conquer
yet to sort out
yet to find
yet to achieve?
hopefully...

hmm, ok anyway, today was rather fun. had the greatest time with two-oh-eight! :D gonna miss every single member of this really wonderful classssss. hahah ok one day i shall write something here about every single person. all thirtysix of you. oh yeah we should also revive our class webbie. lol!

we ran in the rain :D HAHAH i will never ever in my entire life forget that. was such an insane and silly thing to do. -cough- especially when we could've walked in the shelter and remained dryyy. lol. but it was fun. the puddle! the garbage bag! HAHAAH ninggg! the garbage bag! ok you see, cos the wind was really strong, so when we came out of cine, there was this garbage bag flying in the middle of the air, like literally UP there. people was staring and stuff, then ning promptly walked up to the scene and grabbed the garbage bag down. hahahah! ok sorrie if it doesn't sound funny here, cos maybe you have to see it to really get how funny it was :P or perhaps my descriptive skills aren't exactly good. ok anywayyy, we then gathered around this black garbage bag, as if we, these deprived school adolescents had never in our lives seen a garbage bag and all smiled in amazement as ning tore up the thing to use as an "umbrella". ok it didn't really work out cos the wind was too strong and kept on blowing uppp the thing. hahah.

whee anyway, let's go back to before that. in the foodcourt! yes, cine foodcourt, the headquarters of the official ahmas gossiping society haha! who would've ever thought that our class was so interconnected in many ways we never knew. -winks- there were two star couples who were there -sniggers- presenting: lee ning and kimberley, natasha and gillian. the two childhood sweetheart couples of 208 :D nats and gil are on high demand. farina!!! hahah. farina's in love with both of them. she stole the "home sweet home" cardboard piece (artefact already!) in our classroom that -cough- nats made. she put it in her bag! :P haiying claims that's a sign of affection and farina is planning to hug it when she sleeps.

argh ok anyway the movie was real nice!!!! just that i had to leave in the middle cos of dental. boos. but the movie was nice! i think it was so funnyyy. hahah. lux commercial rocked -cough- and i was a greedy pig cos i kept on eating theknees' poppycorn. sorry theknees! gosh i feel fat. pat will work it off, soon (she hopes). dental was interesting. i thought i saw my pri sch classmate - sarah lynn tai. she lookssss. hmm. hahah, not sure if it was her though, i was stupid enough to sit there staring at her for about 10mins without saying a word. haven't seen her since P3. the thing was so expensive! just cos one of the metal bands broke, we had to pay $45 to get it replaced x.x like..whoa. whee ok got black rubber bands. matches my specs frame and hair. hah. and dentist woman says i can take out soon! have to wait for the molars to get into place first. my next appt is on 31st dec! cool right? haha.

whee daddy and mumps brought us out to peperoni to eat again. that italian restaurant is good stuffffff. they've reopened the hillcrest one so we didn't have to drive all the way to east coast to eat. ohmanthefoodwassonice! then after that, penster accidentaly stepped into dog poo. and yeah...she brought it into the car. which sent the both of us out, frantically cleaning the reminents of the dog poo she had left on the carpet and car seat. was smelly! hahah. but it was funnn in a way. sortof.

ok tmr is confirmation. i'm still in the freaking out stage. the food i just ate has got it more tamed now. am thinking and thinking. and ok i will think more when i finish this entry. just needed to say this again. repetition doesn't mean reduction in meaning or sincerity (:

dearest Fielmente,
i love you!
iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou!
all twentysix. every single one.
AHHH. we'll all be fine for confirmation.
no matter what the outcome, i will still love you!
and we're gonna rock drama night with our flowers. HAHAH.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you